better than Paris

we never had any picture. some private picture. wooops, that doesn't mean that I take a weird picture of us. it means the picture that I have is just picture when we hang out with another friends.
this night.. it's the enjoy night that I ever had.
he sitting beside me, just doing the small talk, have some laugh, and sometimes he just staring at me then he start to smile.
we just enjoy the time. and I asking him to make a photo from webcam.
and suddenly the atmosphere change. and it's better than Paris

I know that's never look like a romantic picture. but for me that's really lovely moment.
thank you.

when you share the love~

this Ramadhan make me feel more happy

and this is more worth when we share the love with others

happy fasting.. and always share the love :)

photoshoot *

finally, after long day and week now I presenting you all with this picture of my models (a.k.a my family)

and I'm proudly present for youuuuuuu . . . . .

JENG JENG JENG !

smilingsyif~

hello world, my name is Aisha 

no way ! they just love me Aisha.

meeeooowww

a little romance

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speachless ._.

another promotion :p

wanna make too??
call me :p

dream - plan - try - do !

it's a long day. I'm busy a couple days ago.
not raelly busy, but it just a little bit crowd.
until this time, it still same. and this head wanna blow up

I never know what I feel now, and I think it's like I try to find out what I wanna do, what I love to do, but it just like a story never ending. and I wanna make it have an ending story. I mean, wanna be more objective what I wanna do in this life, the unpredictable life.

first, I still try to draw something, make it just for something that I want, but no working so good. not yet actually.
then, I try to open my own business. but . . .  it's not mean not working good, but it's just not look like what I dream or planning in the first time. but this one, I still try it.
next, I think hard what I love, what I wanna do in my own life, and how it works, when it start or when it end.

SCIENCE
I love it, I really love it, I wanna have a new klan in my family. if it's not a business-man, they will be a teacher. always like that.
and I've done it.
I am the first (maybe) between of my Dad's family and my Mom's family, who practice this subject into a real job. I'm working within science in there. but it still not going work well

ART
who don't like this one??
even you say never like an art such as like that, or like those one, or another. trust me, you always find some arts in your life.
this one, it's like an "escapement" way to get out of stress in this tiny head.
I didn't say it not working, or not work well yet. it just, I never describe it well. it's an abstract feel
it is part of this soul

now..
I don't know what should I do now
sometimes I'm in the "try" post
but sometimes I feel it is still in "dream" post
I still figure it out. I am. always am.

Fashion Tale "Red Riding Hood"

Have any of you heard about little red riding hood??
that's an old fairy tale. my Mom was told me that story when I was a little girl.

The story told about a little girl who being asked by her mother to give the foods for her grandmother who was sick and live by herself in her house. she must deliver that foods to her grandmother who lives across the forest. in the middle of her ways to grandma's house she got a trouble like meet with the bad wolf which want to take  the foods. and bla bla bla..
but it ending with happy ending, the girl could give the foods to her grandmother. yeah maybe like that, I little bit forgot the ending. :P

okay, why I wrote about The Little Red Riding Hood ? okay let me tell you. he he
yesterday, my friend Oji ask me to buy a sale clothes and then I ask another friend to join with us. so we deal for shopping on next day. there are my self, Oji, Rangga, and my sister Nabila were going to and ready for shopping.
on the store, I found some cute cardigans, but it's look like a cape with hood and the color is red. and I fell in love with that cape. so I decided to buy it. while I'm still look around, I didn't found another things that I want to buy. so I bring it to the chasier then pay it. yeah ! I got it !
my sister get a new shirt, really cute. it's soft pink shirt with white dots, and in the back it more longer than the front. my friends got a lots of piece clothes. Oji had a double new jeans with a shirt too, and Rangga had a pair of new shirt and jeans.
until we came home, I still didn't realize that my cape is look like a old fairy tale of The Little Red Riding Hood. when I wear it then I take a look my reflection at the mirror I remember that story and I just smile and shouted to myself "that's really cute !"

I try to put this lucky charm from my besties and I look like an Indian girl 

mini dress : borrow from Mommy's closet

"The Red Riding Hood" : Gummo [Ouval Research]

lucky charm : from Bebeb Dita

jeans : it's Mine :p

haha sorry for the information. I'm not a fashion holic :p

the red cape it's from Gummo by Ouval research

thank you :)

B with me

last saturday, on 1st June, my Mom's Kindergarten had an event.

They were doing Outbond and my Mom ask Bilal to join with them.. so, I was come join with them all too, to accompany my favorite and lovely nephew, Bilal.

he was excited when he saw the flying fox and the kano.

but the first thing they do is painting the T-shirt.

but my B can't painting with one brush. and he was too shy to say something with another children. it because he can not speak Indonesia well.

after that, Bilal was going to come with another child to line up and do another games.

he was excited and happy. 

his mom ( I call her ka Rani ) and I follow him and try to get his picture. but it's not easy, cause they run away all around the field. so it's little bit difficult to take his picture.

then time for play tricky games. I called like that because the leader tell them to throw up the balls into the pole. there are two balls which it connect each other with some rope, and the structured of the pole is with three lines with each line had a point when you throw the balls

my B throw it and he gots 3 points of that games. he was very happy, even he little bit do the dance. and he really cute.

next activity is ride the kano or a boat.

my B more excited than before.. he running away when his group run to the kano.

even he get irritation on his hand and made his hands little bit itchy he didn't think about it, because he was too happy ride the boat.

next, he climb the rope and cross the bridge and then he will be swinging by the flying fox.

BUT !

when my B cross the bridge he was screaming and start crying and said didn't wanna do that !

that's because I couldn't have any picture of him on this activity.

his Mom and I try to tell him it's okay, it's pretty save then he will be alright. 

"IBU ! it's too scare, what if I fall?!!" he yelling while crying

and we both yell to him also

"it's okay, you're pretty save, there are savety strap on your body. you won't be fall. so keep going !"

and he go. finally. 

yeah.. just little bit cry, and after that he swing by the flying fox and smile again.

all of us get tired and we ( my B, his Mom and I ) going to the rest room to wash our hands

and we back into the stage place (that's look like a stage so I called it so), then we get some rest by sitting on there.

unfortunately my B missing one more activity

I'm really sorry for that B :(

he ought to catch the fish with his group, but he miss it because we was in the rest room.

but it's okay, my B never got mad.

in the end, he wore a t-shirt that he paint and got some fish.

"his name is Bumblebom. and he is 'he' not 'she'"

that's my B was said when I ask him about "what will you call your fish, is he/she have a name?"

I hope you got a lot fun B.

next time we must hang out again before you go back to Rochester, okay?

love you :*

#%!!

I am sick ><

my head is like timebomb which it already blow

I hate Politics !

and so unfortunate, I was working where politics spread every corner of the wall

I wanna QUIT !

yup, I wanna quit from that job.
I prefer to be jobless than I must join the politics event

I'm working at the Hospital, not at the goverenment building.
why I must come to join some of useless event like yelling, wearing T-shirt with a picture of the man who will be the future mayor of my city, or anything else (blaaah~)

pleaseee take me to somewhere that I never be meet with "Politics"