stuck

I just hold my pen and didn't write any word.
what I think, what I wanna shout, and what I saw just stuck in my head.

but, my bestman-Bagus was come to give me a few Korean Drama Seri which is belongs to his Mother "Mama Iwa"
that's why I didn't go for write my first letter yesterday and stuck at home, beside that.. I have an appointment with my friends to give their bags.. aaaaaahhh just feel so guilty now.. :(

okay, tomorow I MUST write the letter, then I MUST deliver the bags..

such a busy person. but I still feel bored.
you know, I want to create something. I MUST !!

well, I want to be different. even I'm a muslim and I wear hijab, I want my style is universal too. why it seems like a problem.

that girl, Nada is cute person and she inspired me that hijab didn't make you stuck on long skirt and shirt like a curtains..

well why I talk about it? yeah, my country is the biggest muslim population, but a few company still use that unreasonable rule that muslim women who wear hijab cannot work at their company. so, why is it?
I know that reason is globaly, but in this country, which is the biggest muslim people live there still use that rules????

ah, so random.. maybe I must start now. start write the Letters Hanan !

new dreams

I was so bored. I wanna live with happy life without any pressure.
but, when I made some "flashback memories" and I combine it with some fantasy. still normal, not weird.
I think, my passion is writing. yup.. but, I really like write a letters.

today my mom and me went to one of departement store at center of Jakarta just for buy some accessories for bags that I'm selling. I have problem with my business partner. argh, I don't wanna talk it anymore. I just want to QUIT with her.

okay, skip my business story.

my mom and I decided to use one of public transportation, yup. we boarding by train. hehe
the "fantasy" and passion suddenly comes when I look around outside the peron. yeah, the environment around station.
and I was thinking what if I make some letters to goverenment even to Mr. President whoever he is.
so I want do it. yeah I will do it. I will make a bunch of letters for this country.

woohooooo~

first tutorial

remember with latest post??
yup, my causin's wedding.
my best girl ask me how to wear the hijab.

this one

so, I make a tutorial. this one I make too fast. so sorry if the picture didn't good.

maybe it's too small..
let's I explain step by step.

first, wear the "ninja's". it will covered your head to neck.

fold the square hijab into a rectangle

put the square hijab

make sure the folding hijab in front.

pull the end of the fabric into back then tie up. taddaaaa it's done !

but you can still modified the model. like I did when attending my causin's wedding

take one side into back, you can use pin or anything to make it tight 

so hopefully it useful and help you dear Nita :*

Paris Van Java °\(^▿^)/°

last Saturday, my family and I + my Boy went to Paris Van Java. we are going to attend my cousin's wedding.
before we going to Bandung, we attending my neighbor's wedding. actually it's his niece wedding.

happy wedding aa

so happy for the wedding..
hoho
it's because my Mom and Dad ask my boy to come attend my causin's wedding
hehe :p
well thank you so much for twice weekend that we spend together :)

meet up !

last week I promise with my best-girl to accompany her to Jakarta for her job interview.
but, we got a wrong adress and we decided to meet up with Saras, Zami's girlfriend.

we going to PIM and hang out at The Good Dept.

we just share some story, laugh and eat some cake :)
specially Saras. she told us about her boy.. -_____-
Zami you must be grow up !
aaarrr.. I can't share the story. but we can see what we do. haha. yup. take a picture !

yumm !

ooooh I'm starving.
I want eat red velvet, molten cake, and the waffle again .

Sand

everything that you have now it's temporary. it will be gone anytime.

wealth, love, child, partner, and yourself.

all we have now it's like a sand.

if you hold too tight it will be loose, faster than that we do not know

just let it loose in a good time. right time.

don't make it faster, even that we never know when it will be loose.

Try !

I wanna something new.
I'd already create some scarf/muffler. it's a long scarf, what we know is Pashmina or hijab.
but it takes a lot of money. and I don't wanna take a bad fabric.
my Pashmina must be a good one. that means the fabric must be from good quality, the color must be colorfull but simply one. and sometimes the customer wanna have a good one with bargain prices. now I closed the production of Pashmina.

I've already got my own brand. that's "Mz. Little Finger"

but now I try to make a bags. and try to design-ing my own model and it'll be my new stuff at Mz. Little Finger
but, if you want to make your own design too, I can accept that request. or you want to copy your favorite bags, or make some invitation from goody bag, I can give it to you ;)
so, let me know !

better than Paris

we never had any picture. some private picture. wooops, that doesn't mean that I take a weird picture of us. it means the picture that I have is just picture when we hang out with another friends.
this night.. it's the enjoy night that I ever had.
he sitting beside me, just doing the small talk, have some laugh, and sometimes he just staring at me then he start to smile.
we just enjoy the time. and I asking him to make a photo from webcam.
and suddenly the atmosphere change. and it's better than Paris

I know that's never look like a romantic picture. but for me that's really lovely moment.
thank you.